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The Sexual Fantasy of Being Bound

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The Sexual Fantasy of Being Bound
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GUDRUN, Germany

“THE SEXUAL FANTASY OF BEING BOUND AND I CANNOT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT”

For me, the meaning of an orgasm has changed over the years. When I was very young, I stimulated myself, but I didn’t know what I was doing or what I should call it. After I began to have sex with men, I wasn’t sure what an orgasm really was. A man asked me, “Did you have an orgasm?” and I answered, “Sure, I did,” but still was not certain what it was. It felt very different to what I felt when doing it myself. It took a long time before I had a real orgasm with a man—I was 28 years old. I felt that something was wrong with me, that I was not normal if all around me women were having orgasms. But I still enjoyed sex, with or without having an orgasm. I learned to enjoy the whole feeling of sexuality, and it was not always important to have an orgasm; in fact, sex without an orgasm is still wonderful. After a while I began to stimulate myself whilst having sex with a man, and it has become a natural part of my love life, so that nowadays I very often have an orgasm. The Sexual Fantasy of Being Bound is something unforgettable. 

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The Sexual Fantasy of Being Bound

The Sexual Fantasy of Being Bound. I guess I had my first orgasm when I was around nine or 10 years old. At school in East Germany, I was given a book to read about the Vietnam War—it was very ideological with evil Americans maltreating the poor Vietnamese. I was particularly disturbed by a chapter in which two soldiers were torturing a woman bound to a table. In my early fantasies I felt that it had something to do with the sexual organs, though I didn’t know quite what. I instinctively touched myself and my whole body tensed up. Although I didn’t make any sound, I had an orgasm, everything relaxed, and the tension fell away. From this point on, it became an obsession. I did it 10 or more times a day, every day: in bed, in the bathroom, even lying on the sofa with a blanket over me with my parents in the room, hoping that they would not notice. It really became an obsession. I can still conjure up the violence of the first fantasy, and it is often a trigger for my fantasies. The Sexual Fantasy of Being Bound can drive you crazy…

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The Sexual Fantasy of Being Bound

The Sexual Fantasy of Being Bound. When I was young, I had severe psychological problems with guilt and depression and even contemplated suicide. For several years, from the age of 12 onwards, I had a kind of sexual relationship with an older man, a distant relative. It wasn’t really a horrible experience—he was very kind to me—but it was still sexual abuse, and it made my feelings of guilt, which I was experiencing outside the sexual realm, too, much worse. The fantasy of being bound and unable to do anything is a way out for me. There is no pain, but I cannot do anything about it. Someone does something with me or I must do something that’s not my own will, and it’s not my fault. The other fantasy I sometimes have is an exhibitionism fantasy. I am either alone or together with a man onstage and other men watch me or us having sex. Sometimes I see the audience having sex too, or the men masturbating. The Sexual Fantasy of Being Bound is one of the hottest fantasies. 

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The Sexual Fantasy of Being Bound

The Sexual Fantasy of Being Bound. There are some orgasms which I remember being very strong, but I don’t know if they are the strongest I have ever had. Mostly I remember these because of the exceptional or crazy circumstances in which they occurred. One such situation was after a party together with two colleagues in an office. It was late and we ended up together, fondling and petting each other, but did not have actual intercourse. The men were sitting on chairs; one held me and the other brought me to an orgasm with his tongue. I had an even stronger orgasm later on: I drove one of the men home in my car. It was very late, and we stopped the car in the middle of an open space with no one else around. Just before we said goodbye, the man touched me again, rubbing me with my clothes still on in the car. I remember his hand touching me through my jeans whilst I sat at the wheel, and the car felt liked it rocked. The Sexual Fantasy of Being Bound will never leave your mind…

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The Sexual Fantasy of Being Bound

The Sexual Fantasy of Being Bound. That all happened at a time in which I had been very much in love with the man who had given me my first orgasm with a man. Unfortunately, I had messed up the relationship, and this all happened a few weeks later. On the one hand, I felt I had nothing to lose; on the other, I had discovered I could have orgasms with a man, and wanted more! For a while it was very enjoyable. In the past, I mostly had orgasms with men I did not know particularly well and where the sex itself was not always so great. Often when the sex was really great, I did not have an orgasm. I guess it is a matter of trust—I could let go with a quick encounter knowing that he was not really going to be able to hurt me emotionally. With men with whom I had some kind of relationship, I was more wary of getting hurt.

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The Sexual Fantasy of Being Bound

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