The Female Orgasm. Real Life Stories
“Orgasm Interviews on Intimacy”
Orgasm (the female orgasm) is a priestly energy of the highest possible mental energy or power that we are able to draw into ourselves through our bodies and that we can then allow to flow into the horizontal world. This is what I perceive when I have the female orgasm whether with myself or with another person. In female orgasm, godlike light energies and the deepest dark divine energies, the past, the present, and the future melt into one another. My internal male currents of potentiates and my internal female healing energies are melting into an ecstatic now to which my ego and my intellect submit completely and are no longer present. The female orgasm is a being in which the highest spiritual currents flow openly and freely into our physical bodies to the benefit of all of us. For I believe that we have created the female orgasm in order to survive this dark time, the last thousands of years, in which, in order to materialize the spirit, we created separations polarities of male and female, past and future, before and after, bright and dark, beautiful and bad we needed all these polarities in order to differentiate the spirit into a physical form. To make this experiment succeed, we created the orgasm in order to bring the spiritual potency down, again and again, into the horizontal, physical world, in which female orgasm radiates through everything, sanctifying all of the places in which it happens, and all of the people surrounding it in the apartment, or in the house, the houses, the places, the people, the animals, the plants in short, the entire world. If there was no female orgasm in the horizontal world, I don’t believe that the physical world would be able to exist.
The Female Orgasm
The female orgasm. We need this ecstasy, this flowing through us, again and again, in order to be able to live. The female orgasm is the ecstatic life-dance of the entire galaxy which takes place within us and which we can perceive. I am not sure when I had my first female orgasm. Maybe I was 10 years old. I think it took a number of years for me to discover my yoni and my so-called genitals, and to become aware of the pleasure it gave me to play with them, to touch them, to stroke them, to stimulate them. It started with my feeling something like dizziness, sometime late in the evening when I was lying in bed, in my dark bedroom. I had the feeling that the whole room was moving slowly back and forth, and rocking but softly, like a ship. That was like a signal that the time had come: a room is opening up in which something special can occur. When this happens, I can open myself to it; I can be sure that everything necessary for this happening, for this occurrence, is now there. It wasn’t that I urgently wanted to experience this. It drew me into doing it. It wasn’t the case that I made a plan to do it.
The Female Orgasm
The female orgasm. The first time, as far as I can remember, I just knew it. I didn’t think about it. I didn’t think at all. It happened to me. And then I had to whisper the word Kali, the powerful Indian goddess of darkness and destruction. But she is also a very strong mother of the world. Very loving. I didn’t know what Kali is nobody had ever told me anything about Indian divinities. I didn’t know where that came from. It was very deep in me; it was just there. Then I had to whisper the word. And then it got started; I began to stimulate myself. And then spaces opened up in me. I perceived fine silver and golden threads, or lines, of light with my whole body, also curving through the fields surrounding me. It still feels that way today. That was also the vision that I had: I could see it with my eyes closed, always the same image. And then I had the impulse to touch myself, all over my body. I have always loved my body, throughout my whole life, and loved to play a little bit with my vagina.
The Female Orgasm
The female orgasm. And at this moment, I knew that all around me there was only this one room there was no kitchen, no living room, no house, no people in the house. No city. There was only this one room, and around this room there was the universe, and all the stars. And I knew that my star-sisters in my homeland were doing exactly the same thing. I knew that many of them were lying in their beds just like me and playing with their yonis, and these threads were whirring through them, and that was our connection, our contact that we made again and again by doing this. That was our mail contact our chat, so to speak. So it was like a dialog with the stars. It was not just a vision; I was sure it really happened. I was able to feel fine gold and silvery fine lines, like fine threads, permeating my whole body and going back out into space again. And in the moment of the female orgasm, a very mystical thing happened, which I loved. The being that was emanating all those threads exploded in me, and at the same time, all the sisters who had been doing this with me were sucked in. It was like a divine exchange. My insides were in communion with the universe, and my beloved sisters from our common origin came into me. I imagined that they were sisters. Every male has male and female aspects, every female has female and male aspects, but at that moment, I was apparently in communion with my female aspects.
The Female Orgasm
The female orgasm. That was how I perceived it. I wouldn’t say that they were female, but it was female space, in the universe. At that moment, I had the feeling that they were all girls, all about 10 years old. I thought every time that it can only happen if you never speak a word about it, never. I think I was 40 years old or so when I talked about it for the first time. I do feel OK to talk about it now. It wasn’t hard for me to keep this secret, because I had forgotten about it. I never thought about it and it was OK, but it was not so important. But one day I remembered. While I was growing up and began real inter-actions in sexuality, from this point on, my orgasms slowly got stronger step by step, more and more, the older I got. You probably need a certain maturity in order to be able to receive the energy so strongly. Something inside me opened up more and more. My orgasms are sometimes OK, lovely, wonderful, and sometimes really strong, but there was never a highest one. Every time it was high. Sometimes the energy is more diffuse, like an expanding ball from the inside then it is lovely, loving, enfolding, and nourishing. And sometimes it is like a bolt of lightning more concentrated. The energy is concentrated on one point.
The Female Orgasm
The female orgasm. I do not have fantasies when I create the female orgasm. Never. I ask myself why, but it is not there, nothing. It is only me. Maybe the universe and me. Yes, of course, I can reconstruct this vision and this feeling again and again. Then the memory is right there is when I think of Kali, and this experience, it is very present, with all the images and all the feelings. Even without my doing that. It is not a fantasy basically, it is a reality, right away. I think that all people will have a higher level of energy altogether, so that there will be more of a kind of orgasmic energy in everyday life, that our bodies will become more imbued with spirituality. They will stay physical, will crystallize, and we will remember our origin, our essence, our selves more completely. This will be present in everyday life as well, so that the life energy flowing through us will become more and more similar to an orgasm, without shaking us to the core as much as it does now; in a way, it will elevate and illuminate us and give us joy, simply permeating us with an ecstatic feeling of love. It will become more of an everyday occurrence, not so much a special experience, but our whole life will be imbued with a precious ecstasy an ecstasy in the sense of an inundating, plenteous, ebullient bliss that we share with each other in the form of all human beings melting into each other. This doesn’t mean that we wouldn’t have any female orgasm or special experiences anymore, or wouldn’t heal each other or have children anymore it would mean that life would be full of this sort of energy. It would mean that sex and the female orgasm would be increasingly transported into our everyday perception, feeling, and being.
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